Well, I got invited to the Lake.
Am I excited? Of course.
But I am Paranoid.
I am not down 20lbs yet and I look awful in a Swimsuit.
I am so super embarrassed.
I don't know If I can make myself go.
Besides that I do not have natural wave or curl to my hair
and its flat as a board.
I will be on the beach, camping and swimming
for a whole week.
One Whole Week.
That means, No makeup.
Swimsuit all day and night.
And lets not mention, that if I cant shave, Ill have hairy legs.
I have almost made up my mind.
Some of us just don't have natural beauty
feel like we can look pretty just being Us.
Well thats Me.
I feel intimidated and Highly nervous.
What in the world!
Iwork out every day and am Trying to get myself in shape
But thats not good enough until I see results.
Sooooo What to do?
I just Do Not know.