I'm Sorry

Really.

If someone hurts me, offends me, or is rude.

I'll immediatly forgive them.

They don't even have to tell me they are sorry.

But for some reason

I am being hated on as of late.

I do a good deed.

I get punished.

Okay so, I could have done it differently but

that doesnt change that its done.

Or

that is was all done from the kindness of my Heart.

I think sometimes

We get carried away.

Life gets rough and Trials attack us.

Its like your senses are off kilter and we don't know what to do.

We feel violated

confused

frustrated

and angry.

But at any point in these trials

we must remember

Patience

Hope

and Love.

Because if we posses these qualities

Trials will always be much easier

on our

Hearts

our Spirits and our Bodies.

I totally dislike when there is contention in my life.

It just doesn't agree with my Simple way of thinking.

Which is

Forgive and Forget

and I wont regret.

Life is too short to be angry.

Angry enough to dig for more reasons to be angry

too short to be mad at someone whose done no wrong

too short to waste my thinking on angry thoughts.

I want to look back at yesterday, or even 5 years and say

I apologized and I did what I could.

I was kind, I was patient and I handled it well.

I handeled it like My Brother Jesus Christ would have.

I love my friends, I love my Family.

I love them so much, Id do anything for anyone of them.

Even someone I dont know.

What I do know

is that I find more peace with myself

When I can handle a situation with Grace and Patience.

And I also know

That any trial I go through will make me Stronger.

I want to be Courageous.

I want to be Strong.

I want to be Tough.

But I dont want

to be hard headed

arrogant or pompous.

I just want to look at myself and say

It's okay. It's All good.

Life

can get better

so can

My Attitude.

Forgive and Forget Quickly.

Love Intensely.

Live Fully.